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JaybotMechaniac
I draw tits. I draw dudes. I draw Babes. I draw dicks. I post primarily on Twitter tho.

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Commissions / Important Vent.

Posted by JaybotMechaniac - November 5th, 2020


Hey everyone~! Im so glad you like my posts enough to check out my main profile!

Unfortunately im in a bit of a pickle. You see, im starting to pick up on doing non-stop commissions. In fact, their my main posts nowadays on twitter and pillowfort.


The reason for this is that iv'e decided that Im gonna be moving from my parents place next year come May or June (whichever, ill be sure to post about it before I go). I think its for the best. My father has, and always been the type to force things I was never good at on me, and then put all the blame on me when things dont go as planned. But now, as a 21 year old man im kind of tired of this.


Im tired of pretending to be okay with my father throwing me into not only subjects left and right, but doing this since childhood. And on top of that iv'e just been sinking deeper into this mental pit of inferiority and failure because I couldn't rise to my fathers BIZARRE expectations of me. I cant stand it anymore, I dont want to live in a world where im forced to be a pale reflection of my dads desires and goals, I want to be my own person. I am in no way saying my life is hard, but it IS hard to enjoy my life when I think about how big decisions like joining a sport, or a science fair, or even right know choosing a subject for my bachelors is COMPLETELY out of my hands. As the student attending the college, mind you.


So thats why im doing everything I can, opening up commissions continuing with my project comics to be bought and sold on Itch.io (somewhere in december/january maybe) and setting up a patreon. One step at a time though, I dont want to overwhelm myself with too many thoughts on the future.. My brain can only process so much what with me being diagnosed with A.D.D recently. Which.. Actually makes alot of sense.


If you're really feeling generous you could donate to my paypal for the time being, or if you want an actual commission you could always send me a mail or contact me on my NSFW twitter, im ALWAYS checking DM requests. Thank you for reading my long rant, and checking out my art. I dont really say it that much but it really does make me feel like im walking on air when people tell me im improving on my art, or when an original post of mine gets alot of notoriety (on whatever site, it doesnt matter). And im incredibly grateful to the people who have commissioned me, and told me good wishes along the weeks that have passed. Im trying my best to work with what ive got, and I just hope to reach my end goal by summer.


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Sorry to hear, as of now, i wish you the best of luck in your hard journey. Im glad to see you making steps and changes for the better